“When your eyes are closed in deep silence and all words, music and thoughts have disappeared, you can hear the music of the universe. Only then can your heart talk to the heart of the universe.”
Four days without a blog and I am already feeling lost, desperate to write and connect with you all. Interestingly there is no dearth of content or ideas, rather so much lined up to share, but it’s a different phase altogether. I call this phase as ‘The Chaos’. Nothing can satiate you, days drag by and nights are weird. Music, movies, chit-chats, nothing holds your attention for long.
So, what have I actually been up to since last 4 days? Well, to answer that in a jiffy, I just dreamt. Dreamt about all the fitness schedules I made at the start of each week only to drop off by the mid of it, the countless pending tasks I have on my planner yet being too lazy to start implementing and most importantly, constantly delaying the all important full body health check up I am supposed to undertake ASAP.
Then in the midst of all this there are contingencies, last moment shopping excursions for weddings and engagements since the season has already started in India, and believe me it is GRAND. Followed by sudden bouts of viral infections and not to forget the workplace shit.
But given the irony that life is, humans always succeed in finding some iota of solace even in the weirdest of chaos 😛 . My solace came too, in the form of PUBG (an online trending game available on all major platforms like PC, XBox, Android, iOS etc.),
a much awaited visit from my darling NIECE and the wonderful time spent with her,
a quiet date with the WIFEY,
a heart to heart talk with DAD and intently listening to my MOM’s stories about the kiddos at school (she’s a teacher).
We all need a break, at times long and sometimes brief to be able to let our guard down, go with the flow and just enjoy the surroundings which we choose to ignore more often than not. I was wondering and struggling to pick up a topic to post but then decided to pour my heart out and have a heart to heart talk with you all. It’s not necessary to always be at the top of your game, it is quite interesting to be in the audience and spectate once in a while 😀 .
Also as a matter of fact all of us go through these phases in life but feel a little shy and apprehensive to share for the fear of being judged. I look forward to reading about your chaotic phases in life and know how you deal with them. There is always a sense of freedom in this chaos too 🙂 .